What a blessing I have come to find
Once flustered
And to be quite frank
Really pissed
More often than not
Cursing, why me,
Consumed by anger and envy
Like I was indeed "owed" better than the hand I'd been dealt;
What kind of God are you anyway
At every turn jerking my chain
How dare you!
I deserve more!
Now my whole life is screwed
I'll never be happy
I'll never have what I want
One tack at a time
Nailing my coffin closed
Screaming, "I give up!"
Hard enough
The blood vessel in my eye popped...
What a blessing I have come to find
Granted a fulfilling life's career
Empathy and time
I would've no other way
been able to know!
