I am a (positive) deviant of religious conformity and societal norms. I am deeply Spiritual which for me is a deep connection to the Holy Spirit. My life is based on deepening what that is, can be and will become. Allowing the Spirit to guide and my always learning to listen and implement.
I recall as young as four knowing the Angels and knowing God was with me and feeling sad for Jesus. My grandparents had Christ on the cross that hung in the house. I recall even then in the worst of times being comforted from beyond this place (There was no comfort growing up within this place).
In my late teens and twenties pushed all that aside; doubtful to conformity. After 2003 I lost all earthly gains including my thoughts and mind...I again opened my heart to what I "just knew" as a child. Go with all that is, He is there even in "absence." Trust the process: Christ came and lived, Christ was crucified and died, Christ rose and lives endlessly. Through this Jesus Christ, I have come to trust what some raise a brow in uncertainty - He is alive and within me. Let my focus be on my relationship with the burning fire of the Holy Ghost within!
Grateful for my place at His table everyday. Grateful for being guided and provided for, Lord knows I am not worthy, yet, He is okay with that and helps me lean on Him and learn from all things, deepening my ties that bind us.
