Growing
older used to scare the hell out of me,
a lot
of hearing about:
The
must find someone
or
The
need to find someone
for
this existence.
Must
have a plan, called to?
or
Find
purpose (like it's lost),
to
exist.
I
often felt a very inadequate
cold
and lonely presence
I am
ever so thankful that those days are behind me--
The
real deal is so matter-of-fact:
As
Billie Holiday says:
"Ain't nobody's business if I do
Nobody's business
Ain't nobody's
business
Nobody's business if
I do…"
As
Billy Idol says:
"Well
there's nothing to lose
And
there's nothing to prove
I'll
be dancing with myself…"
"True Self--who you are in God and who God is in you--and to live a
generous life from that Infinite Source." --Fr. Richard Rohr
