So, you're at rock bottom
you don't say,
I've rented a room there
many times in my day.
You're scared and alone
already
battered and bruised
cannot believe
more being thrown at you.
Refuse to say;
"it could be worse"
looking over your shoulder
makes for more of a curse.
Do I pick up the phone?
Feel it won't matter,
won't matter at all,
sad and depressed,
no one likes that.
Feel it would just be being a bother,
not even sure what to say...
You'll suffer through instead,
head in your hands
crying
shaking
even cold
forgotten all that you know.
Normally can fake it
till you can make it
yeah,
not one of those times, huh.
Been there.
Done that.
I am not going to lie to you
It really does suck,
going to seem like forever
no matter what one says
it will not be enough.
Like you are now made of stone
nothing can get through.
This is a time
when all I can do for you
is have the faith you lack.
Won't go too far
standing ready to have your back--
Knowing:
you are a fighter
damn strong
BELIEVER
you've seen many dark days
dusted off, stood-up.
The clock now stopped...
It is a bitch of a climb
slow 'n steady
don't look down,
God's got you
when you reach the top
my hand will be ready!
For those we wait and pray on.
MAA-S LLAH ;)
heavy-laden 'tis this heart of mine
