Showing posts with label beyond. Show all posts
Showing posts with label beyond. Show all posts

Saturday, December 12, 2015

Peace is~

Peace is~
The tingling, warm feelings in my chest
like at any given moment my heart will burst out from within.

Peace is~
Fighting to keep my eyes open, when I am not even tired
with every eyelid flutter more soothing than the other.

Peace is~
No matter time or place, the you-ness of you existing comfortably, almost weightlessly
aware, yet, without a worry or care.



Thursday, November 19, 2015

Deja Vu

Can't shake this deja vu
the world has come and gone
a trillion times 
hard to explain,
one of those videos
you are standing still 
only the backdrops and your clothes
change repetitively 
you remain - unchanged...

Periodic flashes 
faces
properties
road
even a tree,
same thing - unchanged

Peaceful in every event

A handsome man
staring me back in the mirror
since the early 1990's
With a chuckle, I'd always say "better with a goatee?"

Who is this handsome stranger to my left?
Plays piano beautifully
as I (?) turn his pages lovingly...

Presence still creeps up on me 
around the Memorial Art Gallery...
Who's Jimmy?

Can't shake this deja vu
the world has come and gone
a trillion times...
















Thursday, February 19, 2015

Gangsta--Not

Brand fuckin' new
straight up outta the box
never felt like this
I'm not bullshitting
couldn't even if I wanted to
you'd see right through...

Tuned in
hearing what's unsaid
deciphering
weirdo quirks
twitches and twirks
I've spent years
masking
for societal reasons...

Just doing what you do
V.I.P.
I wouldn't have it any other way

loving it...


*pretty gangsta-thug huh, lol

Wednesday, October 22, 2014

Random Thoughts

Random thoughts brought on by TV!!
Okay some mom petitions Toys R Us over Breaking Bad action figures.  Seems another example of limited freedoms, it worked.  
If YOU don't like something don't buy it nor allow it in YOUR home...
Sex.  I don't get, never have to be very honest, why that is a pursuit to happiness or unhappiness.  Folks seem very promiscuous even married folks--why?  I am not virginal by any means or shooting for hypocritical. For self, I no longer require or desire that, I was always honest; not the be all end all nor make or break.  Not "normal" for even back in the day--perhaps why 2 outta 3 were not monogamous?  There is so much more, worthy more than to put all stock in the laid basket. 
Oneness and love are not bound by physical acts.  Both can be shared and achieved many, many ways--worth far more than a single act of short term fornication.  The main difference seems simple--Divine vs. Earthly...
So much time it seems people focus on partner, sex, etc.  Perhaps it appears hypocritical being I found part of this at 15 and live what feels so much more happily and free since I recognized this at 29. 
Which brings me to marriage.  Why do some folks take that huge step, only to then mistreat and run around on their spouse?  Why not just leave?  Why marry at all?  Is it now more of a "got ya locked" as opposed to a sacred promise to love, honor, encourage--want only the best for and of one another in all aspects?  It seems this area has always baffled me..seems more lock in vs. freedom. 
Sometimes I just feel so before and beyond these times,
all at the same time...