What's really sad to me, is the media creating more crap rather than helping to bridge the gap. I know, many disagree with this, I took a small beating on Twitter (shrugs)! However, I regret perhaps that some can't see the advantage true media could have in today's times. As if so 'brainwashed' by cheap media, scare and ratings tactics that anything outside that is problematic (ratings v. unbiased fact and positive change).
Maybe I am not wording correctly.
I know that I am not out there being angry and hateful and stirring pots to get heated reactions. I am not out there with a heart of hurting people or nature. I am not out there with a soul filled with me, me, me...
Yet, I feel at times held accountable for those who are.
My catch phase is; "sorry." Even when I have done nothing; I am bumped into, I say, "sorry" I see someone belittled somewhere by another, if I have opportunity, I say "I'm sorry."
Because ya know what, this current state the whole world is in, not just America, is pathetically sorry!
Maybe I am a blind fool and should just keep my head down and mouth shut, which is what many have told me in my life, but when I feel something deeply it is as if wild horses are dragging it out...
What I feel right now is a whole lot of many emotions at once and the media, our local media is stoking the fire. FYI, it's Summer and we don't need any more heat.
I shall say no more, just keep on keeping on, with my head bowed down and my hands clasped together, for prayer is greater than words.
